The Innocence


                 

 About a month later, I finally got to see him. He was more excited than I was and was often angry at me for not being as excited as he was. Tomorrow is the day and tomorrow has come. It was a rainy and cold day, so I told my mom that I will go somewhere with my friends. She told me that it was raining and you are not feeling well, so she didn't want me to go. I now think that at least I could have listened to her. So now I could no longer bear all these horrors. But no, I couldn't let him go, so I insisted on leaving. So I slipped my little feet into the slippers and, splashing water, left the house. Around the gate, I could still hear my mom saying, "It's  raining don't go ," but I got on to the bus and called him that I am coming. He said in a sweet voice, call me when you arrive here, I'll be waiting at the bus stop. He was waiting for me when I got there. Then he smiled and said follow me and go somewhere. He was in front and I followed him. I thought we would go to a coffee shop and relax. But he had something else in mind that no teenage girl could think of. He took me to his room. My heart stopped beating and all sorts of questions ran through my head and I started to doubt him, "Why is he taking me to his room?" With all my mixed thoughts, I entered his room. When I looked at him, he smiled and I thought what a terrible thing he would do to me. He loves me to the fullest and would do nothing to hurt me. So I felt comfortable so we sat down and started talking and after a while we started kissing. But suddenly he changed. I felt as if my precious lover had turned into a demon. He started undressing me, I cried, but he didn't listen. He stripped me completely naked and started putting his stuff inside me. I kept saying "No, I can't" and he denied it. He didn't listen to me. I began to shout more and more and had a few tears in my eyes. He couldn't do what he wanted and was tired of my screaming, so he grabbed a piece of cloth and put it in my mouth so that it wouldn't get louder. I suffered excruciating pain in my vagina. I had nothing but panic and regret, but when I saw his face, all of a sudden I remembered that he was the love of my life and I have to do what he wants, so I have to put up with it no matter how much it hurts. Finally, he walked away from me and came into my ear and whispered. What's wrong, virgin girl? Did it hurt?

I was speechless, I thought that I was left with nothing but all the pain in my heart, body and mind. And with all those sorrows I came back to my home all emotionless.

       (Inspired by actual event faced by an individual)

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